Self Denial

"I wrote this song after a close and personal
friend who insisted she don't like a boy when
she does. And in the end, she hurt herself even
more"

*Verse 1*
I want to say no
No I am not in love with that boy
Anymore forever on
I tell myself I am over you
Cause I am Very well aware
Of how I am feeling

*Chorus*
Self-Denial Kills
Self-Denial Hurts even more
Then facing the truth that
You never liked me before

Self-Denial never rules
Self-Denial broke my heart into
Many pieces unlike different past
Cause I am
I am in Self-Denial

*Verse 2*
I wouldn't mind if you told me a lie
So that at least I would not cry
Sunshine is no more in my life
Why did you have to say goodbye
Why did you made things so clear
It's unbelievable
For an answer like that

*Chorus*
Self-Denial Kills
Self-Denial Hurts even more
Then facing the truth that
You never liked me before

Self-Denial never rules
Self-Denial broke my heart into
Many pieces unlike different past
Cause I am
I am in Self-Denial

*Bridge*
One thing you've made it clear
I knew that I don't even have a mere
Opportunity coming my way

*Chorus*
Self-Denial Kills
Self-Denial Hurts even more
Then facing the truth that
You never liked me before

Self-Denial never rules
Self-Denial broke my heart into
Many pieces unlike different past
Cause I am
I am in Self-Denial

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